Collapse Trauma (Part 2): Lockerbie Bombing + Journal Entry of Processing Hans's Past Life Shadow
Nothing would prepare me for what I would endure when I found out about Pan Am 103 exploding over Lockerbie Scotland.
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Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 6 min
Collapse Trauma (Part 1): “Untergliechness"
I justify this dark obsession—the vicarious mental reenactment of my death—by anchoring it to a forensic engineer's technical deconstruction
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 1 min
Writing on the Wall
Sad song by Bob Moses. The entire album, Days Gone By, is a requiem for the Surfside collapse + for my past life collapse trauma.
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 4 min
Using Poetry to Heal Current and Past Life Suffering
The process of writing poetry offers a sense of release and healing. Poetry can also help us to work through current and past life issues.
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 1 min
The Manse on the Hill (Weeping for Home)
Despair shifts like the tide,
and I am pulled down once again by an undertow of history.
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 8 min
Bidding the Ghosts and the Illustrated Novel Farewell
He stood at the foot of my bed, staring at me without blinking, repeating, “Normandy, Normandy,” even though his mouth remained closed.
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 5 min
Walking Together in a Small German Town
Accounts of an astral visitation with Hans + poem that resulted from the encounter.
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 3 min
The Race Dream and the Soldier Ghost
The following memorable dream and apparitional experience were directly captured on Blogger on 11.16.2017 at 12:07 PM, and edited on...
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 2 min
Nocturnal Visitation: Ich sehe dich in der Ferne
Early this morning, around 3 or 4 am, ich sehe in der Ferne, I see you in the distance, hovering in the black void, smiling...
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 5 min
Wake Up, America! Preface to Blind Love*
It’s time to wake up, America! We need to take responsibility and be held accountable. Our collapse is fully justified.
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 1 min
A Valkyrie’s Love Poem for the Trees
They have destroyed your
beauty, your canopy that once enfolded me into
your splendor.
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 4 min
Blitzed Baby! Psychedelic Marines, Subterranean Dreams & the Heroin Epidemic
The synergistic blend of the Pervitin high and "autotelic violence" allowed soldiers to remain impervious to the consequences of war...
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 1 min
Abandoned Berlin: An Apocalyptic Dream
Sea green paint peels off its interior cracked plaster walls—the remnants of war—bones of lathe shamelessly exposed and disfigured.
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 4 min
Ewiger Wald: The Roots of Ecofascism and My Love for the Real Eternal Forest
Given Germany’s deeply rooted connection to the woods, I had always assumed that its forests were robust and covered much of the country.
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 3 min
Battling Dyslexia: My Jumbled Brain, My “Careless” Grammatical Errors
Typing is akin to using an Enigma machine, especially if I over analyze the keyboard...
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 2 min
Let the Madness Continue: Latest Photo Acquisitions of Bombed Out German Cities During WWII
After being haunted by the Brandstätten images in December, I decided to purchase original photographs of WWII bombed out German cities.
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 3 min
Dear Ryan…
You passed away on June 2, 2016, in your house. You left behind a partner, a two-year-old daughter, a sister, a brother, and your parents.
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 2 min
Avoiding “The Night Porter” Trap (and Website Updates)
Although Blind Love is an edgy and provocative illustrated novel full of “Nazi heartthrobs,” it is actually about the resistance movement.
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 1 min
The Erotic Years, 1940 – 1945
The Erotic Years, 1940 – 1945 is a controversial picture book depicting trysts between Nazi soldiers and French women in occupied France.
Jacqueline S.
- Oct 6, 2021
- 1 min
Was ist auf in der Welt gehen?
She wondered out loud in German, ruminating on the president elect's asseverations that are as inauthentic and ridiculous as his toupee.
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